Baron2090, 54

My Eyes are truly Looking for that man friend. My eyes are truly the windows to my soul...sometimes they can speak volumes of an untold true "novella" love story and at other times they can appear to be as undisclosed and non-revealing as a "White House Press Secretary" I am learning as I go through life to deal with and endure from my adversities of life - short comings as well as laughing at my own foibles from singing off key in the shower or like the time I slammed my "god forsaken" fingers in the door to my apartment(Ouch!!!) and yet black & blue are still a few of my favored colors. To be brutally honest I am not completely sure why I am so driven to persue this site other than the obvious of my reasons being a "HIV Poz+". Maybe... by some divine intervention I am finally giving birth to a new beginning of a new chapter in my life to the first of many first by my trying something that I would`ve never dared to try in the past... YIKES!!! I am truly scared but I like this side of me(exhaling)because I truly feel that