Lastchancehere, 63

compasion i'am a 47 male i take care of my 82 year old sister i've been looking for a job without no luck i'am probley gonna lose my home i just don't know what to do any more i've work at the same place for 14 year's but that don't mean anything any more i just don't know what people are looking for anymore i've taken care of many people in my life never asking anything in return still help people but now iam in need i don't even khow how ask for help i don't want a hand out iam will to work just don't know how far that will get me i had to quit school to take care of my father he was born in 1903 he was 62 when i was born i didn't really have any close famliy i was working & went by my sister place & seen how she was living it was very sad so ask here to live with me & she has for 8 years ia'm just scared what will happen to her if i lose everything i work so hard for to make her feel comfortable & heathly but i quest thats just the norm know everbody hurting all over i know there other peopl out there that need help more than me i see it ever day .I don't mean to be so negative but iam just overwlem with everything tried to get help thur other ways but they want you to lose everthing before they help i owe more on my house than it's worth just like everybody else .This is part of my life . thank you for reading cs