I'm well over 18 but look ~15; low self esteem won't let me leave home w/o make-up. Not much of a figure sadly, yet working on it. Don't eat much due to depression, though I'm not anorexic thankfully.
Still in college 3rd year to finish A-Levels (due to my poor mental state). High aspirer, dreaming of Cambridge which I know I'm capable of, but my chances are slim. But stupid I am not & intend to dedicate to my studies this year.
Really looking to move away from Parents, quite pathological individuals; I'm an only child & see myself as a socially-impaired loner. At the same time I don't wanna end up alone in life…
My story's that I've already found the Love of my Life, only life circumstances don't let Us be together. I dunno if I'll ever win Her heart, but I know She's the One. This means I'm not in for a relationship; more like a getaway from reality which I really need in order not to go crazy. But I promise not to talk about Her if you don't wish me to.
Personal taste? Slim brunettes w/ light eyes & harmonised features win; I forever crush on women out my league. I believe women of all races & backgrounds can be pretty, evidence of which I witness on daily basis anyway. Never had a gf/bf/any experience w/ ‘these things’. Always few friends, none who know I'm gay.
I hold many interests & I'm open to developing new ones if they catch my attention…Fish, buses, 1980s among them (blimey, hope this doesn't identify me). I also know my city, London, pretty well, & enjoy exploring its corners. I myself am indeed foreign, Polish, but I might drink more tea & speak better English than average Briton
Anything else you wanna know, feel free to contact me.
Sorry for hiding my face but can't afford to reveal myself here just like I'm not out IRL
